*knock knock* Hello?

Hi. My name is Samantha and I am a nerd. "Hi Samantha!"

I say nerd because this is now my third blog and I don't use the other two.
I say nerd because If you give me a console and some games I will play them.
I say nerd because when someone has issues with their computer, say at work, they call me to help figure it out.
I say nerd because that's what I am. Through and through. I'm not a Megan Fox or Angelina Jolie.
I'm more of a Janeane Garofolo or, sadly, Roseanne Barr.
I make those around me laugh. I enjoy making people laugh.

My "Nerd" label also includes the fact that I spend A LOT of time on Youtube. That's right, I said it. Youtube. I also put up videos once in awhile. Those are instances when I'm not so funny. I'm still a little awkward in front of the camera. I'm awkward in a lot of senses. But, Hey, my husband loves me. And that's what counts.

Lord knows I'm not the most confident in myself. I have flaws that I am more than willing to point out to you. But I'm pretty happy with who I am. Most of the time. There are aspects of my life that I wish were different, but until I can change them I'm fine with what's going on. Yes, my husband and I need to live on our own, to be our own people, our own couple. But we can't get an apartment until we get more income and that's on my part. My job is cutting my hours. In cutting I mean, giving me none. So there are totally things that could be better. But there are things that I wouldn't have any other way.

But for now, I hope you all have a wonderful monday night/tuesday whenever it is that you read this.

adieu mes photos belle, jusqu'à ce matin